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OOC Conrad
Damaged Light
Created on 2005-05-27 17:10:00 (#7246897), last updated 2007-04-28
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Basic Info| Name: | conrad_the_evil |
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BioConrart Weller:
Once, while on Earth, Jose took him to something called a "Fun House," guided him in, and then left, leaving Conrad to stumble about without anyone else there to guide him, lost and alone for nearly an hour. It was maze, filled with loud, disjointed music, bright lights, sinister shadows, and hundreds upon hundreds of warped and twisted mirrors, all of which distorted his body a different way. The floor was uneven and moved at some places, so that every time he tried to find his footing to escape the disorienting mirror he tripped on some imperceptible trick of the light and lost his way. It had quite easily been his most frightening experience on Earth, and he had been quiet and irritable for days after Jose came back in and retrieved him.
This other Conrad made him feel the same way. Only the distortions were inside the man, not something that could be easily seen.
~Conrad
Wrong? [You're what's wrong. You're a liar. A coward. A craven, spineless opportunist without a shred of honor.]
~Conrad
You're alone. No one cares about you. Even Wolfy-san . . . Do you think you're special to him? He has Yuuri-sama. You are an extra, Conrad. An unwelcome player who should never have come into our lives.
~Conrad
I didn't do this (scratch up his hands) for anyone. I did it because that liar (oocConrad) got me so angry at him that I had to do something, or else I was going to end up hunting him down and doing something I'd regret.
~Yozak
You should stay away from him, though. He's a dangerous man. [He purses his lips a moment, wetting them slightly and remembering his double's close proximity and the faintly bittersweet aftertaste of chocolate.] He's not to be trusted.{...} Don't underestimate him. {...} Just . . . be careful around him, all right? Even more careful than usual.
He . . . He would hurt you. If he can, he'll hurt you, Yozak.
~Conrad to Yozak
All I wanted was to understand you, but you have to turn everything into a fight. To hell with you then! You think I'm scared of the monsters under your bed? Do you think that you're all by yourself and that's just the way it is and no one is ever going to understand? Fine. I give up.
So, if you want to hoard your misery and sit there like a teapot about to boil, then FINE. I have had done with you. You win. You get what you want and I will leave you alone.
~Conrad
You are right, you acted like a child then. I rather think of you like you we're my own son and when one of my sons is doing something to land them in danger I can't help but want to talk some sense into them. You seem like you already have most of the sense, we just need to work on what to do with it now
~Jen
I don't know who's angry, though... I get the feeling no one likes you too much. I know nothing about plans or anyone looking for you.
~oocYozak
I'm so sorry, Conrad, you caught me at a bad time. I accidentally picked up a slug, and now I have to go boil my skin off. And burn my clothes, I need to burn my clothes. My sincerest apologies. ^_^;;;
~Yozak
I’d like to write a few words to certain individuals before I get into my last wishes and bequeaths.
Rad: Fuck you.
~oocYuuri
He's uncomfortable: uncomfortable because there's no need to stir up all this old dirt and sediment and muddy waters that are finally starting to run clean; uncomfortable because he wants to know and trust this man so badly that he can't seem to control his mouth; uncomfortable because the entire issue is like walking uphill on a sand dune sometimes--for every two steps he took, he slid back three.
~Conrad
On Earth he once heard a very odd phrase; he didn't know where it came from or what it referenced, but it stuck with him because he never really understood it. 'Through a mirror darkly.'
~Conrad
It's pointless for him to compare himself to his double. No matter how he looks at it, one of them always seems lake a distortion of the other. It's an exercise in futility. But looking down at the man now--the hard, tired eyes; the weary, defeated posture; and the tattered, faded grace--it's somehow easier to see him as a separate entity. It occurs to Conrad that he's never looked at the other man like that before: as someone separate from himself. Before, the other Conrad had been a shadow manifested . . . He had been all of the nastiness, the bitterness, harshness, and manipulative schadenfreud that Conrad crushed down and worked so hard to keep beneath the surface. He had been something for Conrad to use, contain, and control. Something to be hidden away from prying eyes, like a bit of refuse or a bad smell.
~Conrad
Hoka-Conrad. He . . . He's not a bad person. He's just . . . [Another sigh.] He needs to be dealt with carefully, that's all. He needs someone. Someone to watch out for him, that's all.
~Conrad
I'm glad you're okay, and that you're here now~
~oocWolfram
His words are true, but they're so...guarded. Formal, tinged with bitterness. He's stubborn, this one. Stubborn like she is.
~Cheri
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Once, while on Earth, Jose took him to something called a "Fun House," guided him in, and then left, leaving Conrad to stumble about without anyone else there to guide him, lost and alone for nearly an hour. It was maze, filled with loud, disjointed music, bright lights, sinister shadows, and hundreds upon hundreds of warped and twisted mirrors, all of which distorted his body a different way. The floor was uneven and moved at some places, so that every time he tried to find his footing to escape the disorienting mirror he tripped on some imperceptible trick of the light and lost his way. It had quite easily been his most frightening experience on Earth, and he had been quiet and irritable for days after Jose came back in and retrieved him.
This other Conrad made him feel the same way. Only the distortions were inside the man, not something that could be easily seen.
~Conrad
Wrong? [You're what's wrong. You're a liar. A coward. A craven, spineless opportunist without a shred of honor.]
~Conrad
You're alone. No one cares about you. Even Wolfy-san . . . Do you think you're special to him? He has Yuuri-sama. You are an extra, Conrad. An unwelcome player who should never have come into our lives.
~Conrad
I didn't do this (scratch up his hands) for anyone. I did it because that liar (oocConrad) got me so angry at him that I had to do something, or else I was going to end up hunting him down and doing something I'd regret.
~Yozak
You should stay away from him, though. He's a dangerous man. [He purses his lips a moment, wetting them slightly and remembering his double's close proximity and the faintly bittersweet aftertaste of chocolate.] He's not to be trusted.{...} Don't underestimate him. {...} Just . . . be careful around him, all right? Even more careful than usual.
He . . . He would hurt you. If he can, he'll hurt you, Yozak.
~Conrad to Yozak
All I wanted was to understand you, but you have to turn everything into a fight. To hell with you then! You think I'm scared of the monsters under your bed? Do you think that you're all by yourself and that's just the way it is and no one is ever going to understand? Fine. I give up.
So, if you want to hoard your misery and sit there like a teapot about to boil, then FINE. I have had done with you. You win. You get what you want and I will leave you alone.
~Conrad
You are right, you acted like a child then. I rather think of you like you we're my own son and when one of my sons is doing something to land them in danger I can't help but want to talk some sense into them. You seem like you already have most of the sense, we just need to work on what to do with it now
~Jen
I don't know who's angry, though... I get the feeling no one likes you too much. I know nothing about plans or anyone looking for you.
~oocYozak
I'm so sorry, Conrad, you caught me at a bad time. I accidentally picked up a slug, and now I have to go boil my skin off. And burn my clothes, I need to burn my clothes. My sincerest apologies. ^_^;;;
~Yozak
I’d like to write a few words to certain individuals before I get into my last wishes and bequeaths.
Rad: Fuck you.
~oocYuuri
He's uncomfortable: uncomfortable because there's no need to stir up all this old dirt and sediment and muddy waters that are finally starting to run clean; uncomfortable because he wants to know and trust this man so badly that he can't seem to control his mouth; uncomfortable because the entire issue is like walking uphill on a sand dune sometimes--for every two steps he took, he slid back three.
~Conrad
On Earth he once heard a very odd phrase; he didn't know where it came from or what it referenced, but it stuck with him because he never really understood it. 'Through a mirror darkly.'
~Conrad
It's pointless for him to compare himself to his double. No matter how he looks at it, one of them always seems lake a distortion of the other. It's an exercise in futility. But looking down at the man now--the hard, tired eyes; the weary, defeated posture; and the tattered, faded grace--it's somehow easier to see him as a separate entity. It occurs to Conrad that he's never looked at the other man like that before: as someone separate from himself. Before, the other Conrad had been a shadow manifested . . . He had been all of the nastiness, the bitterness, harshness, and manipulative schadenfreud that Conrad crushed down and worked so hard to keep beneath the surface. He had been something for Conrad to use, contain, and control. Something to be hidden away from prying eyes, like a bit of refuse or a bad smell.
~Conrad
Hoka-Conrad. He . . . He's not a bad person. He's just . . . [Another sigh.] He needs to be dealt with carefully, that's all. He needs someone. Someone to watch out for him, that's all.
~Conrad
I'm glad you're okay, and that you're here now~
~oocWolfram
His words are true, but they're so...guarded. Formal, tinged with bitterness. He's stubborn, this one. Stubborn like she is.
~Cheri
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